Talk About Old Times...

Went to Erin's (Xgf) house tonight.
Her n I caught up and talked and it was really nice. she has gotten to the point that I see the stuff I really enjoyed in her when we dated like 4years ago. i suppose thats kinda strange to say. but it was nice.

JP (her bro) came home from school late in the night so then Molly came over 2, and her mom had a few drinks and was tellin embarrassing stories of us all when we were younger. most of mine came form 8th grade. :/

It was something that reminded me of old times
that i enjoyed which is refreshing.
it made me feel good bout life. reminded me of family life outside of my own.
it was sweet.

Change

constantly moving
forward and back.

never sitting still.
connection failed.

no concrete.
just water

flowing over rapids.
breaking apart.

not guided
just free-floating

through space.
foreign location.

lost and confused.
metamorphosis.

accomplishment not required.
seek pleasure.

receive pain.
move on.

floating GPS.
never static.

So home...................................

i just get told what to do a lot by my parents
get a curfew type of thing for some strange reason
can't really drink
no one is really around
and the ones that are around are already on my nerves.

at least i am goin to DC tommo

but i dont want to be home.
dont want to be sittin in this comfy chair

but this movie twlight isnt that bad.
sunita (crush shhhh) keeps tryin to get me to watch it. soooo i am

i miss my besties :( from home n school
i wanna get in the hot tub and have very good convos about all of life. need intelligent convo... rawrrrrrrr

i dont think i am going to be able to handle getting old
even when i am "settled down" i plan on running around a lot. i cant imagine myself sittin still ya kno! this sittin here n hangin out on the street corner all day is fun fo 1 day but by day 2 its old n by day 3 i am frustrated n fat hahahahaha

Fuckin Poli Sci

most people dont see how poli sci applies to everyday life

I dont see how it couldn't apply to everyday life.

I agree with radical feminism that everything in life is politics so everything is a balance of power.

but i am sick of studyin for this....



Feminism.... liberal, marxist & radical
either way men need to not be the only ones who "rise up"

CP cp : vertical and horizontal relationships

define: genocide && torture... well there is the Geneva def, the World def, the Human rights def (Geneva), and then the US def which is China's usually as well. Kno all them. Know the US definitons through different administrations. basically everyone else's, and then Bush's.

self interest = greedy n heartless
community interest = COMMIE!!! and pussy
right.... :/

Smith, Marx, Ricardo, Galtung, Keogane, etc etc....
what do they all have in common? all men, all dead, all famous, all wrong.




or listen to Lady GaGa and JUST DANCE haha

Women n Me....

Hi Blog world!

This is kind of a strange 1st post I suppose BUT I think I finally figured out me n my dating life.

I always want to grow as a person and I need someone who will push me. So when I am in a relationship, I NEED someone who challenges me. Mentally I need someone who will question my ideas beliefs. If they just accept it, there is no growth and it becomes boring. Once I feel I have figured them out to a point that i can predict their actions and reactions exactly, the whole thing becomes boring to me.

I am not sure if this is a positive or a negative.
:/

hmmmmmmmmmm im simple terms, I like smart, spontaneous, and slightly crazy gurls.
haha

I'm sure this will change. maybe...